just lighted my first cigarette before going to bed. i usually have 3 or 4 before going to sleep but i am seriously thinking of making it 2 today. i have been thinking about this blog all night and what i was gonna write when i get home. and it's funny... should i really be writing about my daily smoking routine all throughout this blog? that's kinda crazy.... but then again i am not that normal. so i gez that's not impossible.
on our way to work today, a high school kid crossed the street with a lit cigarette on his hand. just right outside the school premises... i know, right? i was thinking, i never did that... he was probably 13 or 14 and to think about it now, smoking habit in general has really gone that bad. and people ignore it coz it has become so common. Sin Tax bill is good then. making all these cigarettes expensive should control all the smoking going on. Kids just smoke because they think it's cool and they buy their cigarettes out of their allowance. it has always been a rule for me to support my vice. even in college i never use my allowance to buy it. i always use my own money coz i was working already. not that i am encouraging kids to work so they can buy their cigarettes coz it doesn't sound really right, right? am just saying if you decide to indulge into some vice make sure you can afford it. i know i may not have the right to be sad about it but i am sad at how things are. it should be a good inspiration for me to do it this time. to really quit. believe me i have attempted so many times already.
so final thoughts for the day... i realized that i have not been a very good example. i am that person who ignored what is common and trivial. even if i know it is wrong i let it pass. it shouldn't be like that. so i will start with myself and hope that i will be able to set a good example in the near future.
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