Wednesday, November 14, 2012

a horrible excuse for an excuse

i'm a lazy ass. i could sit around all day doing nothing but sit. watch tv all day. fiddling on my phone all day. sitting or lying in bed for hours. that's what happens when one is nocturnal. i am active during the dark hours. :D hehehe so what does it take for me to jump up and get out of the house? an empty pack of cigarette :p works everytime. so there i was foraging my used shorts for change... i am in desperate need of change. wow... that kinda hit me right there... desperate need of change... but anyway... so am looking for some change right coz i don't want my bills broken up or they'd be all gone by the end of the day. get what i mean? ok, whatever. so found the change i need, walked under the noon sun to the store and bought a pack. that's quite a workout for me right there, yeah? and not very hard at all. as oppose to slowly getting up off the couch to reach for the remote coz the volume's too low or got to change that channel. i got to thinking, if running out of cigarettes would make me an active person during the day and do a bit of walking under the sun, i should do that more often. haha yeah, that is a horrible excuse isn't it. but that's actually what i have been doing for quite sometime and given that i am that stupid, i didn't really give much thought about it until of late. which means right now. coz the last time that happened was minutes ago.

thought of the day. i gotta stop giving myself all these excuses. being a lazy ass is a choice. i choose to be idle most of the day and so is with smoking. so if i can choose to do something, then i can choose to stop whatever it is. coz if i don't, time would be irrelevant coz it's all about life span now...

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