this was suppose to be last night but failed to publish it.... anyway... this is very inspiring...
6:10PM i left my cigarettes at home. it's ok. no problem. i usually have one before first set, another sometime in between and another after dinner. but yeah... what is a few hours...
7:46PM I'm getting restless. i will not buy. nope. i will not succumb to this urge. this is all a state of mind really.
9:00PM after dinner. ok... i can do this. rhum n coke plzzzzz
11:16PM on our way home now. i survived!!! hehe but the grumpiness is quite noticeable. but am smiling right now. it is all in the mind. i am just naturally stubborn and rebellious that's all. even to myself.
7:46PM I'm getting restless. i will not buy. nope. i will not succumb to this urge. this is all a state of mind really.
9:00PM after dinner. ok... i can do this. rhum n coke plzzzzz
11:16PM on our way home now. i survived!!! hehe but the grumpiness is quite noticeable. but am smiling right now. it is all in the mind. i am just naturally stubborn and rebellious that's all. even to myself.
1:06AM my 3rd cigarette before bed. like OMG! stop!
3:06AM i am going to bed... i am technically in bed... i just haven't decided to go to sleep just yet. so now is the time. i am not gonna say how many i had but i lit one more at this point. so good morning....
thoughts? i am such a stubborn b****!
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